MY TEDDY BEAR

Sorry for not writing for a very looooong time

2008-06-29T06:43:00.000-07:00

Due to my busy working life, i was forced to abandon my blog for a very looonnng time. Honestly, i really hate to do this. But my boss is a witch that love to make everyone's life miserable . . . believe me... I'm not making this up but almost everyone in the office want to transfer . . . Sometimes, we alwayz pray that she might get sick for a very long time. . . It sound bad but I'm bet you gonna say the same thing if you be with her for a week . . . hehehe

Back to my teddy bear story, my teddy bear has become a very talented artist last week. Why? He helped me paint our feature walls and hang some pictures that i bought in IKEA and our graduation pictures. Decorating my house make me happy and reduce my stress level. . . FYI, i'm in the process of buying this house...so, better start decorating it now . . . and teddy seems to be enjoying doing it...unbelievable... but..thanx a million my hubby

On the 27th June, we manages to watched Beauty and The Beast Musical Theater with an old friend. It was nice but i do missed the old story... not the one that Disney directed. Watching the theater reminds me of an old time during our matriculation where i acted as the beast in our class short movies " Handsome and the beast". It was really a very nice and memorable things in my life. I missed everyone now . . I wish my life can be better as before. . .

See you in my next post..I hope it will be soon.

Welcoming teddy bear's old computer

2008-04-13T22:16:00.000-07:00

Last saturday, we went to teddy bear's candy shop to collect his motherboard. Teddy bear received a new motherboard since the old one can't be repaired by the factory in Korea. Teddy bear seems very happy to play with his new PC and almost forget about my "blue". With the new lcd monitor he bought earlier, i bet he gonna spend every minutes at nite in his WOW world. However, good news for me that now I can spend more time with my laptop and update this blog more frequently. The bad new for me, we have less time going out. Oh ya, teddy bear is already at level 52. Only 5 levels behind his friends.

My working life just started and i think i will like this job . . . hopefully. eventhough i have millions of thing to learn but i like the challenges. New job environment and new tasks everyday. The most important thing, more time to spend with teddy bear in the car - where he will give 110% attention to what I'm saying. Hehehehehe . Eventhough a lot of bad things happened to me lately, i think there will be alright.

Lunch with old pal

2008-04-03T19:33:00.000-07:00

Last saturday, despite of teddy bear busy schedule, we manage to have our lunch at our favourite dim sum restaurant with one of our best friend. She and her colleague just arrived from Melaka a day before. Honestly, i havent seen her for a long long time... maybe more than 2 years . . . And i really glad to spend some time with her . . . enjoying the food and flashing back our sweet memories . . . Its hard for me to find a teddy bear pictures that can represent my "groovie" friend . . . so, i sacrifice mrs teddy bear new picture and include it here. Yeah, i think this picture is really similar with her . . . It reminds me about her short turqouis skirt . . .

Yesterday was not a very happy day to my beloved teddy bear. He had some problems with his friend. As i told him before, he must clarify the situation before it getting worse. Teddy bear soft hearted always make him sad and angry. I think its about time for him to be strong and fight for your rights. Don't let others bullies you!!! Positive working environment plus team work will make your day bright!

Today, i received a cute pictures of dolls . . . It is really cute and i bet you can't tell wheteher is it real babies or toys . . . So , enjoy this picture below. . . Oh, i wish i can have a cute babies like this in the future . . . Can't wait for it to be true

Lucky to have teddy bear beside me . . .

2008-03-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

Last week were really bad for me . . i felt unwanted...not welcomed at my new ministry . . . Everyone seems to have their own way to do things . . . not much communications even i'm their new boss . . . I really wish i had accept my previous boss offer to go to her ministry. Maybe there, i will much more appreciated . . . she works with me before and knows my reputation well.

Maybe just to cheer me up, teddy bear brought me to a japanese restaurant with his 2 other friends and had our dinner there. The food were amazingly delicious and can't wait to go there again. The food offered were really worth it compare to the price they charged you . . . However, i had a stomach ache in the afternoon and it does spoiled my appetite a little bit.

My working life just started

2008-03-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

Last Monday, i was asked to report duty to my new ministry which related to women, family and community development. The minstry is not as huge as my previous one. unfortunately for me... there is no post for me at the moment. i spend most of my time last week at the library. Sooo bored.

Since my new office is just nearby teddy bear office, we go to office together. Its like heaven for me... Not driving and can spend more time with him... The bad part is..has to wake up earlier in the morning and facing the worst traffic condition!! So, from today onwards please expect less post in this blog...how ever , i will share lots of teddy bear stories whenever i can . . .

P/s: found a very nice hand bag today . . . its sooo nice but sooo expensive... make me think twice to buy it.Teddy bear offer to pay it for me but i still can make up my mind. Its braun buffel hand bag . . . the pictures below are the hand bag that i'm dying for... but i'm not sure which one coz it look almost the same for me . . while surfing their website... i just realised that this brand do have a very nice collection fo handbag . . . honestly, i never went to their shop or boutique because of the price . . . mayeb when i get my thesis allowance, i'll buy it . . .

Teddy bear is backkkk!!!!

2008-03-06T07:10:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy today becoz finally teddy bear is here with me again . . . Now, i can have a long nice sleep at nite and of coz share lots of stories with him . . . To welcome him back, i cooked a special dinner for him but still can be considered healthy . . . Teddy bear seems to like it . . . My poor teddy bear seems to be very tired today... He sleep like a baby. . Gud nite teddy bear and sweat dreams . . . I wish he's not working tommorrow . . .

Some of my friends asked me...if i ever bored to be with him every day...24 hours and 7 days a week . . . My honest answer and with any hesitation . . . NO ... i never feel bored with my teddy bear . . . we know each other for more than 10 years... 14 years to be exact and we still like friends . . . We share everything and learn how to accept others' weaknesses . . . We do had our bad moments but what a marriage be without it . . .

P/s: Did anyone realised that mrs teddy bear's new image? Hehehe . . .

A song for my far away teddy bear

2008-03-04T08:09:00.000-08:00

This one of my favourite song and it always reminds me to teddy bear... Enjoy the lyrics...

How do I ???

How do I,

Get through the night without you?

If I had to live without you,

What kind of life would that be?

Oh, I I need you in my arms, need you to hold,

You're my world, my heart, my soul,

If you ever leave,

Baby you would take away everything good in my life,

And tell me now

How do I live without you? I want to know,

How do I breathe without you? If you ever go,

How do I ever, ever survive?

How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Without you,

There'd be no sun in my sky,

There would be no love in my life,

There'd be no world left for me.

And I,Baby I don't know what I would do,

I'd be lost if I lost you,

If you ever leave,

Baby you would take away everything real in my life,

And tell me now,

How do I live without you? I want to know,

How do I breathe without you?If you ever go,

How do I ever, ever survive?

How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Please tell me baby,

How do I go on?

If you ever leave,

Baby you would take away everything,

I need you with me,

Baby don't you know that you're everything, Real in my life?

And tell me now,

How do I live without you,I want to know,

How do I breathe without you?If you ever go,

How do I ever, ever survive?

How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

How do I live without you?

How do I live without you baby?

Teddy bear is out again. . .

2008-03-04T01:08:00.000-08:00

Teddy bear is away for few days starting today . . . he has to visit a site in a hospital situated at east part of malaysia, terengganu. He'll be going for 3 days . . . Since I'm so free now without any asigment...no job to be done . . . i bet i'm gonna miss him very much . . . this make me thinking to adopt a cute kitten. I saw this cute picture of grey kitten ... .sooooooooo cute and it make my desire stronger . . . even though a kitten can't replace a teddy bear, at least i wont be alone . . . hehehhe ... hmmm... i wonder if teddy bear will allow me to have 1 cute kitten . . .

Welcoming my new nephew . ..

2008-03-02T08:29:00.000-08:00

Today, teddy bear and I went to visit our best friend who just had a baby boy... He's a friend than will do anything for you and can be a shoulder to cry on . . . Our friendship started 10 years ago and i hope it will continues forever . . . Actually the baby is almost 2 months now . . . he is sooo cute and has his father face . . . So for my new nephew Luqman Nas, welcome to our family and be a good boy.... and your auntie is here for you!!

As usual, the visit make my heart uncomfortable . . . i really want a cute baby no matter its a boy or girl with my beloved teddy bear . . . My life will be complete with our chidren . . .It has been 5 years and the pain sometimes is unbearable. With all the pressures surounding our life, i really hoping for miracle this year. Yeah, maybe God has His plan for me and teddy bear. . .but society can be very cruel sometimes . . . so my wish for this year is to have our own baby . . . others are not very important for me . . . So, please pray for me!!

Teddy bear new lcd monitor . . .

2008-02-26T07:12:00.000-08:00

Last saturday while i'm busy with my exam and training, teddy bear went to his "candy shop" and bought a new lcd monitor. I'm glad that now he can play with better view and can catch up with his friends. Since last year he want to buy the thing. Unfortunately for him, at the same time his new motherboard got some problem and need to be sent to the factory. It will take almost a month to get it back. So, teddy bear need to play his WOW with old pc but new monitor... poor teddy bear!!

Oh ya...next week teddy bear will start travelling again... i wish i can follow him . . . maybe next time lor . . . I need a new project while he's away ... if not i'm going to be bored for few days . . .

any idea?? hmmmm

Its finally over..congrates to myself...

2008-02-24T23:22:00.000-08:00

As for today...i already completed my mba requirements.... for the last two weeks...life was almost like disaster to me....and of course to my teddy bear.... I'm so occupied with my study... to complete my theses and final exam . . . I can't sleep and have no time to entertained teddy bear .

To my beloved teddy bear, thankx for being so understanding eventhough sometime you did challenge my patience. Now its all over... and my working life will start soon... I really wish i gonna get a ministry with great environment and good bosses. I still can't forget all my stupid male bosses had done to me previously...no more male boss for me!! Just can't stand stupid and arrogant boss . . .

Our new bed

2008-02-22T23:02:00.000-08:00

Flash news!!!

Last nite, our new wooden king size bed had arrived... it was soo huge and i feel so far away form my teddy bear... Teddy bear seems to love the bed very much... and he now has a side table to put all his stuff inside there . . .

Vote for my teddy bear

2008-02-18T07:33:00.000-08:00

As everyone is talking about the general election . . . i think that my teddy bear should also be one of the candidate .. .. in order to retain the cuteness and hapiness in the teddy bear kingdom ....vote for my teddy bear!! You know is cute and full of teddy bearness . . . and lots of love to share... why choose others? hehehheh

Any other bears out there dare to contest him?? Panda or grizzly bear perhaps?

VOTE FOR TEDDY BEAR!!!

Just imagine if my teddy bear is really involves in politics . . . I think I'm gonna be the most unhappy person in this world to share his attention and time with hundreds even thousand of people . . . . Thats the main reason why i married him not a piliticians....

LOVE IS IN THE AIR . . .

2008-02-14T05:46:00.001-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE ESPECIALLY MY TEDDY BEAR!!!

P/s: had problem with this blog since yesterday...so sorry for the late wish!!

Time is running out

2008-02-11T08:24:00.000-08:00

There are millions of story i would like to share with you about teddy bear..he's latest news... how ever, time is running damn short for me... got to submit my thesis 22nd Feb... and before that i have a final exam....

So, please wait till all this disaster ended and i will update about my teddy bear activities here...
Wish me millions of luck!!

Thank you teddy bear!!

2008-01-30T09:10:00.000-08:00

To my beloved teddy beddy hubby honey,

Thank you "beary" much!!

I love you soooo much!!

Thank you for being the heart of my life,

Harboring me in the arms of your love,

Anchoring me in the rock of your faith,

Needing me, that I not be in vain,

Knowing me well, yet loving me still.

You are the island I've found in my sea,

Ocean I dwell in and deep where I dive,

Unfailing heaven and passionate earth.

Listen to my heart teddy bear

2008-01-25T00:35:00.000-08:00

I've already deleted my recent post... you are too late . .. as teddy bear said... he did not like it when i write everything in my blog . . .

What you understand about trust?

2008-01-24T07:35:00.000-08:00

Trust is defined as willingness to be vulnerable. Trust is gain through time...you can't buy trust and you can't asked for trust. Even though it takes years to build, it only take few seconds to lose it. Why? Trust it self is a very vulnerable. So much trust will hurt you. No trust also will make your life miserable. Hence, we need trust and should try to have a safe level of trust to avoid dissapointment. For me, trust is the most crucial in any relationship. My advice, before you trust someone, trust your heart first. Your heart will never lie to you and know when is the best time to stop trusting someone . . .

Trust in me

trust in me

cause i know the pain

trust in me

cause i know the cold nights

trust in me

cause i know the lonliness

trust in me

cause i know my heart

trust in me

cause i know my soul

trust in me

cause i know what i give

trust in me

cause i know who i am

trust in me

cause i know what i want

trust in me

cause i know i can trust you! !

written by terry bonam

This is a very nice poem about trust. The big question is... Is my trust worth it??

The teddy bear is crying

2008-01-24T01:19:00.000-08:00

While browsing for new pictures... i came across this website. The picture really caught my attention as it represent how i'm feeling now... I'm not in the mmod of continuing my trip story now... just read this...below is the direct quotation from the website:

Why can we all just get along? - Rodney King; Bubbles quote from "Octi Evil"

The teddy bear is crying, because people acted immature, argued, or even got into a fight with a another person.

The teddy bear is crying, because someone got punished for bringing the problems upon themselves towards another person.

The teddy bear is crying, because someone is feeling tormented, down, depressed and is uncapable of doing anything at all.

The teddy bear is crying, because someone feels unconfortable about what they're doing or about themselves overall.

I never want to publically blame anyone...no one is to blame, but there are at times where people can make mistakes like this once in a while and they learn to how to correct them, otherwise, mistakes will be repeated over and over to a point where they'll never learn.

Macau and hong kong trip ...part 1

2008-01-21T02:12:00.000-08:00

We are backkk!!! Thank god we finally back to our comfort zone...Trust me..nothing like Malaysia in this world. We really missed the food, the warm weather and everything... As for my teddy bear, he love the coldness of Macau and Hong Kong. For me, the cold weather make my flu worst. I can't even breath.

The first day we were there, it was sooo cold... the lowest temperature that week...9 Celcius. For a person who came from a nice tropical weather..that was really cold man! As many of us know, Macau is the heaven for gaemblers. There is no productions, factory or farm... You can see casino almost everywhere and it was full most of the time. The casino was sooo beautifully decorated inside and outside. First, we went to visit Sands casino... its not that nice as what i think..but it our first experiences entering a casino... Teddy bear wanted to try the slot machines but we did not how... hehehe. Below is the pictures of the casiono we visited.. on the left is the sands and the right side is the venetian ...

The best is still the Venetian casino. Unfortunately, i did not went to visit it becoz of my flu. Teddy bear visited the place and took a lot of beautiful pictures. Thanks to one of our friend, he give me a keychain from the casino. Teddy bear didn't but it for me. Maybe he's too busy taking pictures or worrying about me lying sick in the hotel. hehehhe. I wish its true...How ever, teddy bear is like an angel during this trip. He really patiences with his sick and unpredictable wife. Once again, I love you sooo much teddy bear.

We did not spend much time in Macau becoz we arrived at 3 pm and went to city tour. The next day, we already headed to Hong Kong by ferry. We had a great time in Hong Kong...so, wait for my next blog to know it.

Teddy bear new jacket . . .

2008-01-13T08:18:00.000-08:00

LAst saturday, we went to do complete blood test for teddy bear . . he was so nervous until his blood pressure increased. hehehe . We will know the result in few days . . I really hope..everything is okay with him ..

Today, me and my teddy beddy went to our last minute shopping and teddy bear bought a nice brown camel jacket. He look good in that jacket ..trust me... not because he's my hubby. And i can see that he really like that jacket... for me..it always worth it to buy him a jacket...because he will used it maximised. Yeah, most the time he's in the server room. What make the jacket so special, it does match his previous bag and his shoes... the colour almost similar . . I cant find any pictures that look alike his jacket... please be satisfed with these pictures above. hehehe

Teddy bear, i hope you really happy with yur new jacket and we gonna have fun there... I love you . . .

Info for my teddy bear

2008-01-11T01:44:00.001-08:00

Last Wednesday, we went to a clinic to check on teddy bears' toe. The doctor suggested that he got a Gout problem. How ever, teddy bear had to undergone a blood test for confirmation. With the opportunity arise, I had requested the docotr to do full blood test to teddy bear. To ensure he okay and healthy. So, as for tonite..teddy bear has to fast starting from 10 pm onwards.

This the the fast fact i got from the net about this sickness. I'm hoping that teddy bear did not had it.. just a speculation. If not, he got to forget all his favourite food in the future.

Intense painful swelling in the feet (and especially the big toe) may indicate gout.
Treatment options exist, but therapy should be individualized for each person.
Avoiding alcohol and certain fish and meats helps prevent further gout attacks.

There are many reasons why an episode of gout will appear, including drinking too much alcohol or eating certain kinds of food rich in purines such as seafood, beans, sweetbreads, gravies and anchovies. Other potential triggers of gout include:

Surgery
Stress
Crash diets
Sudden, severe illness
Chemotherapy
Joint injury
High blood pressure
Excessive exercise.

Those highlighted in red is what i think the main cause of teddy bear illness. hehehehe

Flash news about teddy bear

2008-01-09T00:21:00.000-08:00

Last nite, teddy bear complained about his achy toe as i came home from my lecture. He can't bearly walk straight. To my surprise, i can see that his toe was swelling. I think this is about time for him to get an x-ray. No excuses. How ever tonite, we are going to see our personal GP first. I hope nothing serious coz our trip is just around the corner. How can he enjoy with the pain. Fo time being, i hope my massage skills will help him little bit... hehehheh

Teddy bear new looks

2008-01-06T05:32:00.000-08:00

It has been a while since my last updated story about my teddy bear . . . Actually for last few weeks..we were busy doing our shopping...big shopping . . . Not only we bought some stuff as preparation to our Hong Kong's trip next 2 weeks but also for personal used. FYI teddy bear bought:

- a new pair of jeans.... he look great in that jeans

- a small bag . . . i not really like that bag . . . but who cares..as long as teddy bear is happy
- a CK sunglass that he always wanted since last year . . . actually we always teased him that the sunglass will make him look like a gay boy... hehehehhe

An for my self... i had make an high investment by buying a expensive jacket . . .but as what my friends said... i may need it in the future when i start working again . . . yeah in mac i will complete my mba study and start working....waaa... i really like my life now... to go back and face the office politics and bad traffic... make me headache by just thinking of it.

I'm happy for teddy bear coz he more than deserved to spend his bonus on his favourite things.. as long as it makes him happy . . . and save some for future use. And what make me proud...is that he's willing to pay my expenses for the trip to hong kong . . . Thank you teddy bear!!!

Read this... Differences between man and women.

2008-01-06T05:18:00.000-08:00

Had you ever wonder how dull will this life be without these differences? And how we women still love men after knowing all these things . .

NICKNAMES: If Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle go out for lunch, they will call each other Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle. But if Mike, Phil, Rob and Jack go out for a brewsky, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Useless.

EATING OUT: And when the check comes, Mike, Phil, Rob and Jack will each throw in $20 bills, even though it's only for $22.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their check, out come the pocket calculators.

BATHROOMS: A man has six items in his bathroom-a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of Dial soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 437. A man would not be able to identify most of these items.

GROCERIES: A woman makes a list of things she needs and then goes out to the store and buys these things. A man waits till the only items left in his fridge are half a lime and a soda. Then he goes grocery shopping. He buys everything that looks good. By the time a man reaches the checkout counter, his cart is packed tighter than the Clampett's car on Beverly Hillbillies. Of course, this will not stop him from going to the 10-items-or-less lane.

SHOES: When preparing for work, a woman will put on a Mondi wool suit, then slip on Reebok sneakers. She will carry her dress shoes in a plastic bag from Saks. When a woman gets to work, she will put on her dress shoes. Five minutes later, she will kick them off because her feet are under the desk. A man will wear the same pair of shoes all day.

CATS: Women love cats. Men say they love cats, but when women aren't looking, men kick cats.

DRESSING UP: A woman will dress up to: go shopping, water the plants, empty the garbage, answer the phone, read a book, get the mail. A man will dress up for: weddings, funerals.

LAUNDRY: Women do laundry every couple of days. A man will wear every article of clothing he owns, including his surgical pants that were hip about eight years ago, before he will do his laundry. When he is finally out of clothes, he will wear a dirty sweatshirt inside out, rent a U-Haul and take his mountain of clothes to the Laundromat. Men always expect to meet beautiful women at the Laundromat. This is a myth perpetuated by re-runs of old episodes of "Love, American Style."

OFFSPRING: Ah, children. A woman knows all about her children. She knows about dentist appointments and soccer games and romances and best friends and favorite foods and secret fears and hopes and dreams. A man is vaguely aware of some short people living in the house.

And this joke i believed is written by men:

The top six reasons computers must be female:

6. As soon as you have one, a better one is just around the corner.

5. No one but the creator understands the internal logic.

4. Even your smallest mistakes are immediately committed to memory for future reference.

3.The native language used to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else.

2. The message "Bad Command or File Name" is about as informative as "If you don't know why I'm mad at you, then I'm certainly not going to tell you".

AND THE NUMBER ONE REASON COMPUTERS ARE FEMALE:

As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending half of your paycheck on accessories for it.

Good bye 2007 . . . Welcome 2008

2008-01-02T22:46:00.000-08:00

Its still not to late for me to wish all of you "Happy new year!!"

And advanvance Gong Xi Fat Chai

Looking back at what had happened to me last year... my feelings is overwhelmed with joy and sadness. There are a few unforgetable events that happened to me such as:

i. Had my first operation ... even though its a minor one... i really wish thats gonna be my last one staying at the hospital alone at nite

ii. Received a very special birthday present from teddy bear . . the presents really meaningful to me and i'll keep it with me forever

iii. Visits Sabah and bought lots of pearl products . .. finally i can said that i had visited all the states in Malaysia. we also managed to visit our favourite place Cameron Highland last year and many other interesting place. For me, any place is interesting as long as my teddy bear is there to accompany me.

I also really appreciated every single second I spend with teddy bear ... no matter in the comfort of our home or just window shopping. Arguments were minimal between us... maybe its a sign that we know each other better and more willing to listen to each other. I just realised how lucky I am to have him as my hubby . . . He may not as rich or good looking like others, but to be with him make me feel loved and cared by someone. Even though sometimes his teddy bearness act irritate me... thats what make him different from others and I love him for what he is..I pray that you wont change, teddy bear!!

For 2008, i wish that our happiness continues without any distruptions . . . I also wish that my teddy bear a healthy life and do well in his career. No more high blood preasure and sickness in any part of his body ...hehhehe . I also hope that someone special will come to our life and make my life complete... Dear all, please pray with me !!

History of teddy bear

2007-12-27T00:32:00.000-08:00

Last nite, we went to teddy bear hunting ... Actually, i requested him to buy for me a new Chubby. I dont really need as big as Chubby. Just don't want to be left alone this friday nite ... hehehhe .... actually who need a reasons to buy a teddy bear rite? Unfortunately for us... there is no cute teddy bear at the store... Tonite, our hunt will continue to bigger store . .

Last nite also my beloved teddy bear asked me... why many people like teddy bear and why it being called teddy bear.Luckily, i've done my research about it. The left picture on top is a german teddy bear created in 1954. To share it with you, these are 2 different version how this cute toy been called teddy bear:

First version:

The origins of the teddy bear are not certain, but one theory goes as follows:Theodore Roosevelt, whose nickname was "Teddy", enjoyed big game-hunting. According to one legend, the teddy bear received its birth at Hotel Colorado in Glenwood Springs, Colorado. To cheer Theodore Roosevelt after an unsuccessful day of hunting, Hotel Colorado maids presented him with a stuffed bear pieced together with scraps of fine material. Later, when he did bag a bear, his daughter Alice admired it saying, "I will call it Teddy." The term caught on.

Second Version:
From teddy bear museum, maybe this is more trusted version.

In November 1902 Theodore ‘Teddy’ Roosevelt, 26th President of the United States, was hunting in Mississippi. The President failed to make a kill so his hosts caught and tethered a bear, presenting it to the President as a sitting target. Naturally the President refused, uttering the immortal words, ‘Spare the bear! I will not shoot a tethered animal.’ Clifford Berryman drew a cartoon of the scene, which was published in the Washington Post.
(Left Theodore Roosevelt , and behind - his famous 'Spare The Bear' cartoon depiction)

That same month Brooklyn shopkeepers Morris and Rose Michtom made a soft bear toy, which they named ‘Teddy’s Bear’ and displayed in their window with a copy of the cartoon. America went bear mad almost overnight, the Michtoms went on to make their fortune with the Ideal Novelty and Toy Company and President Roosevelt had found a highly effective political mascot.

This is the famous cartoon related to teddy bear history:

Watch out!! Pearl maniac in da house

2007-12-25T23:06:00.000-08:00

We just came back from our holiday. It was soooo nice... except for the uncomfortable bed and airasia stupidness!! The beautiful beaches, delicious seafood and of course...lot of pearls... everywhere you see... people are selling pearl brooches, necklace and many other things..just name it... they have it... I finally get to buy a necklace and bangle customized to my preferences... teddy bear chose the color scheme and the rest is totally up to me... really love it . . . its made of geryish pearl with some crystal... Luckily teddy bear were there, if not I'm gonna spend every single dollar to bought pearl items... Yeah..i really loves pearl... say what ever you want...but I'm a pearl maniac.. especially the brooches . . .unfortunately ...they did not sell a pearl teddy bear ... this is a picture called pearl diva ... hehehe

During our stay there, we rent a car and managed to visit a few interesting places... what i like most is when we visited the crocodile farm... trust me...they have the biggest (sizes n numbers)collection of croc n aligator in malaysia . . thats my personal opinion lor... we also managed to see the great sabah warrior monsopiad village and visited the highest peak in malaysia - mount kinabalu. how ever, the weather were not sooo kind to us... the heavy rain had make it impossible for us to see the peak or the mountain.. but its okay...at least i've been there . .. during our visit..i make this ridiculous idea...want to climb mount kinabalu before the age of 40? sound impossible rite? Teddy bear actually laugh at me..hehhe

Okay..back to our main focus here - my teddy bear. this friday teddy bear gonna have his appraisal . .. good luck teddy bear! I'm sure you had done a very excellence job this year . . . Oh yeah... teddy bear still had a problem with his toe... we were thinking to go for check up and do x-ray . . . i hope everything is ok and no broken bone ( thats what teddy bear think). What i think is that he need a new pair of shoe . . . and lots of exercise..

Please enjoy these pictures of pearl's product . .. hehehe

"Love is like a pearl in an oyster in the sea . . . took a long time to develop and waiting for someone to find it. Sometimes, the one that found it is someone that appreciate the beauty and proud to have it. How ever, for many others a pearl is meaningless and just a disturbance for them to enjoy the deliciousness of the oyster's meat."

Show me the moneyyy....!!!

2007-12-15T23:29:00.000-08:00

Today, while browsing the net , i saw this very interesting article written by Robert Frank. I summarized his shocking finding. What do you think about this scenario? I think it does happened in Malaysia, but the numbers will be way below the statistic.

Marrying for love ...... of money

According to a survey by Prince & Associates, a Connecticut-based wealth-research firm, the average "price" that men and women demand to marry for money these days is $1.5 million.
The survey polled 1,134 people nationwide with incomes ranging between $30,000 to $60,000 (squarely in the median range for nationwide incomes). The survey asked: "How willing are you to marry an average-looking person that you liked, if they had money?"

Fully two-thirds of women and half of the men said they were "very" or "extremely" willing to marry for money. The answers varied by age: Women in their 30s were the most likely to say they would marry for money (74%) while men in their 20s were the least likely (41%).

Women aren't the only ones with the gold-digging impulse. In the Prince & Associates study, 61% of men in their 40s said they would marry for money. Ms. Smock says that as men get older, they become more comfortable with women being the bread-winners.

The matrimonial price tag varies by gender and age. Asked how much a potential spouse would need to have to be money-marriage material, women in their 20s said $2.5 million. The going rate fell to $1.1 million for women in their 30s, and rose again to $2.2 million for women in their 40s. Ms. Smock and Russ Alan Prince, Prince & Associate's founder, both attribute the fluctuation to the assumption that thirty-something women feel more pressure to get married than women in their 20s, so they are willing to lower the price. By their 40s, women are more comfortable being independent, so they're willing to hold out for more cash.

Men have cheaper requirements. In the Prince survey, their asking price overall was $1.2 million, with men in their 20s asking $1 million and men in their 40s asking $1.4 million.

Douglas Freeman, a tax and estates attorney in California who works with wealthy families, says the men's numbers are lower because they would feel threatened by women worth several million dollars. "The men aren't going to say they want $10 million, because they wouldn't be comfortable with a woman who's worth so much more than they are," he says.

Whatever the case, the prices for both men and women seem surprisingly low, given the new landscape of wealth. While $1 million or $2 million may sound like a lot to people making $30,000, it's hardly enough to transform someone's life or make them "rich" by contemporary billionaire standards. No one in the survey quoted a price of more than $3 million.

Of course, when the mercenary marriage proves disappointing, there's always divorce. Among the women in their twenties who said they would marry for money, 71% said they expected to get divorced -- the highest of any demographic. Only 27% of men in their 40s expected to divorce.

Says Mr. Prince: "For these women, it's just another step on their journey to the good life. They want to be paid what they think they're worth and then move on."

Send me an angel

2007-12-15T00:06:00.000-08:00

Just want to share one of my favourite songs by Scorpions ... teddy bear also like this song eventhough he's not the die hard fan of the group.

Send Me An Angel

The wise man said just walk this way

To the dawn of the light

The wind will blow into your face

As the years pass you by

Hear this voice from deep inside

It's the call of your heart

Close your eyes and your will find

The passage out of the dark

Here I am

Will you send me an angel

Here I am

In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just find your place

In the eye of the storm

Seek the roses along the way

Just beware of the thorns

Here I am

Will you send me an angel

Here I am

In the land of the morning star

The wise man said just raise your hand

And reach out for the spell

Find the door to the promised land

Just believe in yourself

Hear this voice from deep inside

It's the call of your heart

Close your eyes and you will find

The way out of the dark

Here I am

Will you send me an angel

Here I am

In the land of the morning star

This week has been a very inactive week... nothing much to share . . . Teddy bear were sick almost of the time. And early this morning he had to send something to his boss. Unfortunately for us...there is problem with my Vee (our nick name for our vios). At the end..we had to spend few hundreds to fix it... Here goes my budget for our holiday... waaaa ..

I think I need a new hobby or new activities so that i won't be this boring everyday . . . or maybe i should bought a cat . . . and i can named it Bumblebee... but i love greyish cat compare to orange. But who cares rite? It just another cute cat name . . . . hehehhe

Imagine, a cat and a teddy bear living under one roof... Its gonna be very interesting!!!!

Medey..medey . .. teddy bear is sick again

2007-12-10T23:59:00.000-08:00

Today, teddy bear came back early after visiting the clinics . . . I really glad about it but this feeling doesn't last long . . . After complaining about his headache and pain in the throat, he told me today that his BP is 190... Can you believe that? IT above normal hypertension rate . . . The doctor also surprised to read the measurement... Others might have fainted with that rate. . . Hmm... this really make me worried about him . Maybe this due to his busy schedule lately, coming back late and lack of sleep.

From now on, drastic action from me. .. No more fast food for at least a month and he only can eat tasteless vegetable soup at nite. What make me worry now is his breakfast and lunch time. With his friend who i bet dont have high BP problem and I'm not around to monitor his eating . . His BP gonna stay there for sometime . . .

FYI, teddy bear love to eat almost anything . . . His habit do really cause harm to his health . . . Even though I really want to monitor his habit but sometimes I can't say no to his request . . . Especially when he make his cute teddy bear face . . . Tomorrow, I'm gonna forced him to the gym... no more WOW this week until his bp is down again . . . I plan to stock our fruits and vegetables especially star fruit for him . . . Oh my, really not in the mood to go to my training class today . . .

Bee Mine

2007-12-09T23:45:00.000-08:00

Today, while cleaning up our study room, i saw a card that was given to me on my birthday from my tedd bear. it written:

My LOVE is not count by how BIG the card is,

but

my LOVE is count by how BIG my feelings for you . .

From huggable me!

Isn't that cute? Here another one that he recently gave to me on our last anniversary (4th):

I once thought that i couldn't be happier

than I was on the day we were married,

Now I realise that that day was

only the beginning of a hapiness

that has grown deeper than i ever hoped

And a love that has grown stronger that i ever thought possible . .

Reading those card make me realise that how lucky I am to have my teddy bear as my husband. There are a lot of women out there that suffering in silence and become a slave of their loved one. Even though there is some time that i wish my teddy bear could change his attitude but I don't think we gonna be this happy if he is some one else. A marriage need both people to make it happy and ever lasting . . When only one person is eager to make it happened, it is really a sign that you have a very important decisions to made. But one thing to remember and consider in making this important decisions. Men dan women expressed their love and care differently. And as human we can't read other's mind . . . the best way is to ask and seek the truth in their eyes when they say it. Yes, I'm not a marriage counselor but i do believe honesty is the best recipe for happier marriage.

For my teddy bear;

Please always bee mine

and Ill be yours coz life would bee just fine . .

We snuggle and cuddle for hours

and always have a wonderful time!!

The Latest Teddy Bear Character

2007-12-09T07:00:00.000-08:00

As I mention in my last blog... my teddy bear had create an evil and not so good looking character , named Kawkawmoo if I'm not mistaken . .. Its a combination of a cow and human ... Honestly, the cow picture above is 1000% more cute than his character . . . Now, as for the earlier character . .. a male and female oen is almost forgotten by teddy bear . . . Teddy bear, how can you catch up with yur friends if your keep changing your characters . .. hmm... oh ya.. one of his officemate came to our house last friday and i managed to asked him about his achievement in WOW . .. Guess what, he's at level 70 and still waiting for my teddy bear to catch up in order to do quest together . . . And FYI he's still single and cute too... the only thing is that his love is to WOW and work... too bad for all nice gals outside there ... Luckily, i managed to get married to teddy bear before he became WOW obsessor ( is there any such words?? hehehe dont really care) .

Today, teddy bear and I spend our time to watch Bee Movie. . . not a great movie but just a nice one to release your mind. We also plan to watch Golden Compass but to lazy to go out. I bet the queue gonna be very long. Even though, one of teddy bear relative were one of the actor in that movie... yeah, the white bear . . and he look so strong compare to my cute teddy bear. . .

My teddy bear broke his promise twice regarding this blog . . . So, if you reading this blog teddy bear... please fulfill your promise this time . . . To end this blog today, I leave you with these pictures. ..

Teddy bear in-charge again

2007-12-06T07:45:00.000-08:00

This week, we had our discusion about where to spend our christmas holiday together . . . as usual, our discusion will end without any fix decision . .. How ever, to my suprise teddy bear finally make his mind and finalized our holiday trip . . . muahh..muahhh teddy bear.... Really love you. . So today, I make all the arrangement because teddy bear always came back late today . . and he look very tired and went to sleep early without playing his online game. Poor him . . I'm really looking forward to our holiday coz it seems soo long we did not go for our holiday . . i'm going to a new state that I never go before and planned to buy a lot of pearl . . yes, I love pearl brooches . . .

FYI, teddy bear already continue his journey in WOW... he got a new character . . . I hate that character coz its of his look..it look like a cow combine with other animals which i'm now sure what . . . I prefer the old character... the women named...ceasar or what ...I'm not sure how to spell it correctly... for those who are playing the same game and in gorgonash server (am i correct?) please feel free to find my teddy bear in there . . . hehehhe .... and please dont kill her coz my teddy bear will really pissed of when she got killed my others . . . but that one of the way to stop him from playing that nite . .

Oh ya... recently I told my teddy bear that i missed my old teddy bear... the real one . . . and something hit my mind . . . My old teddy bear is named Chubby not Tubby as i mentioned before . . . Tubby is a name given to some one... I also wonder why i get confused . . . And also successfully persuade teddy bear to buy for me a huge teddy bear ... hopefully its gonna be a white one so that i can call him Chubby again . . .

Till next time... i left you all with this picture of a teddy bear made of pearls...

Have you ever????

2007-12-04T09:17:00.000-08:00

Have you ever tired being yourself? Have you ever wish that you can sometimes change your appearance and become someone else just for a moments? No worries and can do what ever you like.. This is how i really feel now... Why? I also don't have the answer . . . Sometimes, I wish that I can always be like a teddy bear...always be loved, been cared and been wanted in joy and sorrow. . . But life is never that simple . . .

Tonite, me and my teddy bear watch a movie entitled " The Green Mile"... Tom Hanks was the main actor and so many great actors . . . The story was really good and full of morale value. It one of the movie that can make me cry, yeah..i rarely cried watching a movie. . . Maybe it was the movie which make me thinking all this stupid things. What i really learned from the movie is that sometimes what others think its a gift but in reality its a curse for you. Dear all, please dont missed this movie... its on Astro now... Oh yeah, i can see tears in my teddy bear's eyes too...

Christmas is just near the corner, for all whose celebrating it... Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!! May your life is blessed and found hapiness in everything you do. That's the most important thing rite? Money and power wont last and help you through hard time. But happiness will lead you to a place close to heaven.

This picture stated that we are a prisoner of love? Is it true? Sometimes its true rite? I leave it to your brilliant mind to think about it:

It's Finally Over ...

2007-12-02T02:30:00.000-08:00

My PTK exam is finally over... I'm not quite confident with my performance but i really hope that i pass it even with not flying colors... Can't imagine to go through everything again..... Just like what i thought, the activities had drained all my energy level and i'm really not feeling very well today... So what i did was, curled up in a blanket and sleep the whole afternoon. How ever, i got an asignment to finished up before Tuesday and my groupmate is MIA . . . To much trust sometimes might hurt you...

On Saturday, i managed to pursue my teddy bear to visit our local zoo ... and gues what? he seems to be very happy to see his old friends there? Still can't guess it? It is an huge brown bear. hehheheh.... The visit do really re fresh my mind and make me really happy to spend hours walking with him . . . The bear was sooo huge and somehow not as cute as my teddy bear. They look little bit scary due to their size. Actually zoo is one of my favourite place to visit because i found my peace there. I'm thankful to my teddy bear for bringing me there eventhough it's not his favourite place. As compliments to his angelic attitude, we did go to his "candy story" to have a sneak peak about this new pda phone in the market. Teddy bear can't make his mind yet which model he want to buy, so we left the store wihtout buying anything.

" IF YOU ARE PATIENT IN ONE MOMENT OF ANGER, YOU WILL AVOID ONE HUNDRED DAYS OF SORROW"

CHINESE PROVERB

"IF YOU SURRENDER COMPLETELY TO THE MOMENTS AS THEY PASS, YOU LIVE MORE RICHLY THOSE MOMENTS"

ANNE MORROW LONDBERGH

Can't Wait Everything to End . . . .

2007-11-28T01:05:00.000-08:00

Starting from Wednesday last week, i'm attending a course. It require me to stay up and give my best effort because at the ends of the day, there will be an examination. This course is crucial for my career advancement. But, my energy is drained with all the preparation and the individual presentation. Each presentation was evaluated by 3 panelists. I’m not sure how but I had this bad feeling that I’m not going to perform in this course….Its maybe may instinct and I really hope that it’s wrong… Can’t imagine to go through this exhausting courses again…. So dear all, please pray for my success!! Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Okay, stop about my self…. Back to our main story…my teddy bear…. Due to my busy schedule, we don’t have much quality time together since last week. Last Monday, my teddy bear went to visits at one of the hospital at southern part of our country. As usual, I can’t sleep at night and this indirectly effect my presentation the next day… I was sooo relieve when his back on the next day… How ever, before that ...my teddy bear do help me practising my public speaking session and it really help me. i felt more confident and delivered it nicely. Hope it can cover up my previous session which were not so good...

Friday is d day.... after that i planned to go somewhere with my teddy bear and have our quite weeksnd together... i'm sure teddy bear will miss his WOW but i really dont care much...just need a break and refresh my mind...

p/s: I just got my last semester result... i passed with flying colours.. at least its something to make me smile.....

Everything happened for a reason

2007-11-19T07:10:00.000-08:00

I just received an interesting email from a friend and would like to share with all of you . .

Marriage is just not a decision but a commitment !
This is a very good article. read it. Those who are still single may learn something from here.... Those who are already married may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage....

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle.

In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything.

That's why it's called 'falling' in love...
Falling is love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.

But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades.

It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome, and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, 'Did I marry the right person?'

You may begin to desire that experience with someone else.

This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious.

But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it.
And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You can't 'find' LASTING love. You have to 'make' it day in and day out.

That's why we have the __expression 'the labor of love.'
It takes time, effort, and energy .

And most importantly, it takes WISDOM, to make your marriage work.

Love in marriage is indeed a 'decision'... Not just a feeling.

"CHARACTER CANNOT BE DEVELOPED IN EASE AND QUIET. ONLY THROUGH EXPERIENCE OF TRIAL AND SUFFERING CAN THE SOUL BE STRENGTHENED, AMBITION INSPIRED, AND SUCCESS ACHIEVED."

HELEN KELLER

A gift from teddy bear, make my day brighter

2007-11-18T23:18:00.000-08:00

This morning i wake up to find a new tumb drive on my laptop. A gift from my teddy bear. even though is just a small gift but i really appreciate it.. who say my teddy bear has lost his romantic attitude? Teddy bear, thank you soooooooo much ...

Last weekend does not happened as what i planned... we did not went to our short holiday . . . the reason is because our new Tv has arrived and my brother in law had give him a collection of new japanese telemovie. So, for the whole 2 day my teddy bear and his brother spend their time in front of the tv. No doubt that it is a very interesting story and the hero is also cute. But it make me sooo bored doing nothing and spend my day at home. To my suprise, teddy bear voluntarily scarifice his WOW time for this movie.

Oh ya...we did go to my teddy bear favourite plae - Low yatt on Saturday to buy some stuff. Teddy bear almost bought a new lcd monitor but he changed his mind last minutes... Yeah, of course i had something to do with his decision.

I just want to share with you all this cute picture. Can't imagine there are people out there who willing to kill this cute animals juat for fun...

"IMMATURE LOVE SAYS "I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I NEED YOU". MATURE LOVE SAYS " I NEED YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU"

ERICH FROMM

A day without my teddy bear

2007-11-15T06:57:00.000-08:00

After a busy weekend with the whole family, life start to be normal again . . . I really hope to spend more time with my teddy bear. Unfortunately, he's too busy or too tired to spend some time with me. He's try to catch up with his friend in the WOW game . . . If he's not playing the game, he would be sleeping . . . maybe the bad weather had made him soo tired. . . but i missed our private time together . . . i missed chatting with him and share our stories . . . sometimes i do wish that his computers is not functioning for the whole week. so that he can spend more time with me at nite . . . but when i think back, its not fair for me to stop him from doing wat he like . . but i'm hoping that we can spend more time this weekend..maybe go for a short holiday . . that's sound nice . . .hmmmm ... can't wait to tell my teddy bear about it ..

I saw this nice crystal of a teddy bear while surfing for my teddy bear pictures collection. Its really nice and unique and i want it.... i want it soo badly...but unfortunately...my country is not in their list of delivery. . . I'm hoping that one day i'll find it here . . till then, i have to satisfied with the picture . . .

You and I

2007-11-12T23:10:00.000-08:00

Actually i had nothing much to share in this blog today... just a flash back to our under graduate time as a couple... I still remember that we had our love song by Scorpion.... FYI, i'm a big fan of Scorpion ... i love almost every song of the group but my favourite is still this one and Wind of Change... Enjoy the song and understand the lyrics.. Its very meaningful to me

YOU AND I BY SCORPIONS

I lose control because of you babe

I lose control when you look at me like this

There's something in your eyes that is saying tonight

I'm not a child anymore, life has opened the door

To a new exciting life

I lose control when I'm close to you babe

I lose control don't look at me like this

There's something in your eyes, is this love at first sight

Like a flower that grows, life just wants you to know

All the secrets of life

It's all written down in your lifelines

It's written down inside your heart

You and I just have a dream

To find our love a place, where we can hide away

You and I were just made

To love each other now, forever and a day

I lose control because of you babe

I lose control don't look at me like this

There's something in your eyes that is saying tonight

I'm so curious for more just like never before

In my innocent life

It's all written down in your lifelines

It's written down inside your heart

You and I just have a dream

To find our love a place, where we can hide away

You and I were just made

To love each other now, forever and a day

Time stands still when the days of innocence

Are falling for the night

I love you girl

I always will I swear

I'm there for you

Till the day I die

You and I just have a dream

To find our love a place, where we can hïde away

You and I were just made

To love each other now, forever and a day

What a wonderful weekend

2007-11-11T00:57:00.001-08:00

As i mentioned before,the whole teddy bear's family was here and we did have a very nice weekend . . . we went to our favourite restaurant and shopping.... we also planned to visit orchid farm but the weather were not so nice to us... hehehe... it rained almost the whole day... even though i'm really tired to have more than 1 teddy bears at the same time... it has been a very wonderful time for us... what make me happy most is i really feel that i'm in the family... not an outsider anymore... i know it wont last forever but its something very memorable to me...

My teddy bear were like an angel during the visits... eventhough he had a bit of headache but it doesnt stop him from entertaining his family. Today, after we say goodbye to them.. my teddy bear create a new nest and hibernate for the whole day.... even though i really want to spend our time together alone... it seems that he deserved to rest as long as he need because of his supportive behaviour yesterday... he sleeps like a baby and i'm trying my best not to disturb my sleeping teddy . . .

How ever, something happened late this evening which overwhelmed all my happiness... it doesnt involve my teddy bear but more to my personal things.... i hate feelings this way coz it gonna bring back all the sad memory i left behind...

"HAPPINESS IS PERFUME YOU CAN'T POUR ON OTHERS WITHOUT GETTING A FEW DROPS FOR YOURSELF"

RALPH WALDO EMERSON

" HAPPINESS MAKES UP IN HEIGHT WHAT IT LACKS IN LENTGH"

ROBERT FROSS

Quality time with my teddy bear

2007-11-07T07:50:00.000-08:00

THis weekend, my mother in law is coming to visit us with his other son... So, this weekend the whole family of teddy bear gonna be here with me... mama bear.. and 3 brother bears . . its gonna a very interesting weekend for us . . We plan to bring them to our favourite eating place and of course shopping.... As i mention before, my neighbour is still renovating his house. . . and due to all the works...our house is really in a mess.... My vacuum cleaner is working and you can see dirts almost everywhere.... So, for the past few days, my teddy bear and i went to shopping and bought of new stuff for our house..of course it include a new vacuum for me... tomorrow...we plan to do all the cleaning .. yeah...I want to be at my best condition when my mother in law is here . . .

Tommorow, we also plan to buy a new small TV ( 14 inch.. now you believe me when i said a small tv?) our current TV had some problem with its visual... so..in the next few month i'm gonna get my new huge tv .... hehheheh.... so for the being...a small tv is more than enough for me . . . I love to go shopping with teddy bear because its one of the time where he gave full attention to me... or at least to what i'm saying... hehehh... so...its like our quality time together...especially in the car... with no disturbance from his WOW or Tv programs...

Till next time..

Teddy Bear Guys Nite

2007-11-03T05:03:00.000-07:00

Tonite, my teddy bear hang out with his friends for dinner and left me alone at home. Actually its me who refused to follow him... I'm too tired to go out and need some time to distribute my questionnaires. In the afternoon, we went to our old friend's house and meet their gorgeous daughter.. I bet both of them are proud of her... Can't wait to have our own teddy bear junior... if its a a girl... i can bet you that she gonna have the best teddy bear collection in the world... hmmm...just wondering what if she does not like teddy bear like some of my friends daughter? its ok...i still gonna buy it and keep it to myself...

In this post... i really want to extend my greatest appreciation to my teddy bear for fulfilling most of his promises to me before the dateline. FYI, he also had anwered my questions in my previous post . . . he also had corrected me for spelling his character wrongly... To show how much i appreciate it..i would like to dedicated this cute picture to him.... its really cute rite?

TEDDY BEAR, I LOVE YOU!!!

" NOTHING IS MORE EFFECTIVE THAN SINCERE, ACCURATE PRAISE, AND NOTHING IS MORE LAME THAN A COOKIE CUTTER COMPLIMENT"

BILL WALSH

"LET US BE GRATEFUL TO PEOPLE WHO MAKE US HAPPY; THEY ARE THE CHARMING GARDENERS WHO MAKE OUR SOULS BLOSSOM"

MARCEL PROUST

Teddy bear quest continues

2007-10-31T07:16:00.000-07:00

My teddy bear had started to continue with his WOW again. FYI, he had choosen a new character for his new quest... a sexy women than can transform herself to a bear.... hehheheh. . . honestly, i think this new characters had more impact on him compare to his previous character ... argyll... how ever, i think that argyll represent him more compare to a sexy women like ceasar ( not sure if the spelling rite... teddy bear, can you correct me if i'm wrong?)

As he started his quest again, unfortunately its mean that less time he gonna spend with me... since i'm quite busy distributing my questionnaires, it doesn't bother me that much . . . i really hope that we can spend more quality time together this weekend. . .
his toe seems to look much better even though it does not fully recovered yet. My knee still hurting me!!

Thats all for today... really not feeling very well ... more stories about my tedy bear in my next post

Weekend with my teddy bear

2007-10-28T22:46:00.000-07:00

As I mentioned before, my teddy bear had to work on Saturday.... How ever, on Sunday we went to our favourite restaurant in town with our old friend... We really love the restaurant sooo much because of its delicious dim sum... My favourite will be the chicken feet . . . and my teddy bear love almost everything there. . . How ever, our happy time is once again disturb by a call from the office. . . and my teddy bear had to go there to settle somethings. . . that what i hate most about his job...even though the salary is acceptable, the time they asked is sometimes too much... even at nite, he had to entertaint some of his client by aswering some really stupid technical questions that not related to his job. For me. money is not everything . . . and my teddy bear now start to feel the pressure . . . maybe its about time for me to find a new job for him... i really wish he got the government appoinment. . . or find another job . . .

My Teddy bear story . .

2007-10-27T00:19:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day of my semester break... thinking of waking up late but the noise from my neighbour's new renovated house stopping me. Since our astro is still having a problem and i did not follow my teddy bear to his office... actually i had nothing to do beside updating this blog...

where should i start?? okay let me share with you the reason why i'm sooo fanatic about a teddy bear. When i was young, to be less favourable child in the family, the only gift that i ever get from my parents is a teddy bear. At that time, teddy bear means a lot to me... I still have the same happy feeling whenever i saw or bought new teddy bear. i shared most of my secrets with my teddy bear. My favourite teddy bear would be fluffy white or brown teddy bear. During that time, i never really have a choice. My parents only let me to choose once which teddy bear i like. As i grow up, i realize that there are variety colours of teddy bear that suit everybody preferences. How ever, white n brown teddy bear remain my top choice.

After i met my beloved husband, my life is full of hapiness and love. He does mean a lot to me. he changed my sad life to a wonderful life. Thats the main reason why i call him teddy bear. As my previous teddy bear bring me happiness, so does my husband!! For those who always been wondering what the heck this lady love about having a teddy bear. My story above will help you understand me better...

"HAPPINESS OFTEN SNEAKS THROUGH A DOOR YOU DIDN'T KNOW YOU LEFT OPEN"

JOHN BARRYMORE

"BEING HAPPY DOESN'T MEAN EVERYTHING'S PERFECT, IT MEANS YOU'VE DECIDED TO SEE BEYOND THE IMPERFECTIONS"

UNKNWN AUTHOR

My Busy Teddy Bear

2007-10-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

I really love this picture...so cute and remind me to my first huge teddy bear that my teddy bear gave to me.... i got it during our graduate time... i still can remember that evening, we had a stupid fight and i end up breaking my fast alone. And of course i switch off my hp. . . later that nite, one of my friends told me to go back to my room ASAP. I just wonder why due to her big smile. Honestly, i kind of know that my teddy bear bought me something to cool me off. when i saw the huge white teddy bear... i cant stop smilling coz i once told him that i want that teddy bear few weeks back. I never thought he would remember... yeah..i forgive him and everything turn normal again... i named my teddy bear TUBBY . . . unfortunately i lost it now coz my mom really dont like teddy bear and my teddy bear refuse to buy me a new huge teddy bear.

Once again, my teddy bear got to work this weekend. he ask me to follow him but i'm still not sure to go with him or not. since our astro is not working, i'm thinking of going with him... but there are a lot of "but" . . . As i mentioned before, my teddy bear is very busy lately with his work and new activities ... i alwyas wonder ... did he ever missed me? did he ever think about me during his free time? this yet to be answered by him when he read this blog...

oh yeah, his toe is getting better. I'm so happy to know about that. I havent heard any complaints about his toe all day. Tonite is my last exam paper for this sem.... i'm free for the next 1 week . . .

Teddy Bear's Swollen Toes

2007-10-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, my teddy bear came home with a complaint about his toe... at first thought he just being "cute" as usually to gain attention. After seeing his swollen toe, it makes me worried. As usual, he refused to go to the clinic... However, i finally succeed in persuading him to go to the clinic. luckily, the doc just give him some antibiotics and pan killer. get well soon teddy bear!!

Honestly, this picture had nothing related to my story today.... i just love this picture... its soooo cute and reminds me a lot to my beloved teddy bear...

" PATIENCE IS THE COMPANION OF WISDOM"

ST AGUSTINE

" FEAR LESS, HOPE MORE, WHINE LESS, BREATHE MORE; TALK LESS, SAY MORE; HATE LESS, LOVE MORE; AND ALL GOOD THINGS ARE YOURS"

SWEDISH PROVERB

TEDDY BEAR'S FREE TIME ACTIVITIES

2007-10-22T01:07:00.000-07:00

Today, my teddy bear is on leave... and i had my final exam in the morning. he's still sleeping like a baby while i'm rgetting eady for my big day... how ever, before i left the house, he managed to open his eyes and wish me good luck . . . In the afternoon, as i reached home after my exam, my teddy bear were watching his new favourite cartoon - air gear ..

FYI, thats my teddy bear favourite activities whenever he's on leave... opps..just remember another one...WOW.... since fasting month, he had less time playing the games and stuck at the same level... with the new selection of air gear movie, i believe that he will be at the same level for longer time... it tooks him almost a week to download all the movies and i bet he will finish it less than 3 days... sound impossible? nothing can stop my beloved teddy bear when it comes to his favourite free time activities which are hibernation and movies... so, even though he's in the house today... he's not with me at all.. he's in his own world - world of air gear

LETTER TO MY TEDDY BEAR

2007-10-20T01:25:00.000-07:00

My beloved teddy bear,

Our life is full of unexpected things that will affect our feelings and motivation. Your life had been blessed with happiness and successful. What are you facing now, is maybe one of the way for you to learn about others sadness and worries. As I promised before, I will be at your side no matter what happened. Our strength will enable us to face anything in the future. Trust me!! I hate to see your worried face and missed your jokes . . . be strong my teddy bear!!

We had planned something romantic this weekend to revitalize our relationship but it had to be delayed due to the unavoidable circumstances. Even though, I'm little bit frustated but its nobody fault. FYI, this morning I had a very strange dreams that involve our life. I'm so worried that it might come true one day. I can't wait for you to come back home and be with you again. I dont care if people said I'm paranoid but i'm not ready to lose my teddy bear. Not now and or in the future...

"FOR ALL SAD WORDS OF TONGUE AND PEN, THE SADEST ARE THESE, 'IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN"

JOHN GREENLEAF WHITTIER

" USSUALLY WHEN PEOPLE ARE SAD, THEY DONT DO ANYTHING. THEY JUST CRY OVER THEIR CONDITION. BUT WHEN THEY GET ANGRY, THEY BRING ABOUT A CHANGE"

MALCOM X

ITS RAYA TIME !!!

2007-10-18T02:15:00.000-07:00

This is the fourth time we celebrate hari raya as husband n wife... this year we had agreed to choose pearl white as our theme . . . and my teddy bear do look great in his ready made baju melayu... and i look fat in my baju kurung kedah.... i've told him that next year we should buy darker colour of clothes rather than light colour... but it doesnt stopped us from taking our first family pictures... consist of my mother in law, my two brother in laws, myself and of course my beloved teddy bear. . . when looking at the pictures, my teddy bear made the same comments as mine.... both of us do look fat in light clothes. . .

this photo is very meaningful to me as a new member of this family. even though we have been together for more than 4 years but i always feel like an outsider in the family... maybe this is the beginning of our new cheerful life. but i do understand that sometimes that we wont always get what we want in our life. maybe it will takes longer time for me to be totally accepted but as long as i'm with my teddy, nothing matter to me... because i had nobody else in my life except for him . . .

" THE ROOTS OF ALL GOODNESS LIE IN THE SOIL OF APPRECIATION FOR GOODNESS"

THE DALAI LAMA

" FLATTER ME , AND I MAY NOT BELIEVE YOU. CRITICIZE ME, AND I MAY NOT LIKE YOU. IGNORE ME , AND I MAY NOT FORGIVE YOU. ENCOURAGE ME, AND I MAY NOT FORGET YOU. "

WILLIAM ARTHUR

MISSING MY TEDDY BEAR!!!

2007-10-03T09:37:00.000-07:00

My teddy bear is out again!! Even though just for 2 days.... I'm already missing him... Missed to have dinner and early breakfast with him..... wonder if he also have the same feeling... of course he is... how i know it? because he's my teddy bear!!

FYI, my teddy bear just bought a new bag pack last few month. . he really fond of the bag ..sometimes i think that he love that bag more than he love me? Why ? he didint let me to use the bag during my camping time.... hmmm .. yeah , who doesnt love new things rite? and yes, i little bit jealouse of that brown bag of him... i just give him some private time with that new bag and later everything will be the same again...

A lot of thing had happened to me last week that make me remember all my bad memory that i wished i can permanently erased from my life... thanks to my beloved teddy bear, i managed to overcome it... THANK YOU soooo much hubby ... i dont know how i can go through it without you.... i only know the meaning of love when i met you ... believe me...there is no one in this world that loves like you do and i cant thank you enough for that . . . i dont care what others say about us as long as you love me - remember this lyrics that u once dedicated to me during our university life... and now i'm dedicating the same song for you :

Although loneliness always has been a friend of mine

I'm leaving my life in your hands

People say that I'm crazy and that I'm blind

Risking it all in glance

How you got me blind is all a mystery

I can't get you out of my head

Don't care what is written in your history

As long as you're here with me

Chorus

I don't care who you are

Where you're from

What you did

As long as you love me

Who you are

Where you're from

Don't care what you did

As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done

Feels like it's deep within me

Doesn't really matter if you're on the run

It seems like we were meant to be

Chorus

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows

But I guess it showsWhen you look into my eyes

What you did and where your coming from

I don't care, as long as you love me, baby.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEDDY BEAR!!

2007-09-25T23:31:00.000-07:00

i havent update this blog for a very long time due my busy schedule... but i had a very special reason to post something today....ITS MY TEDDY BEAR 29th BIRTHDAY... i hope..on this special day of yours, you will always be my teddy bear and my love for you never decreased even for one second... who can resist not to love cute and hugable teddy bear rite? may all your wish come true and stay cute!!

i wish to put a lot of his picture today but i had problem inserting the pictures... maybe next time..

" RELISH LOVE IN YOUR OLD AGE! AGED LOVE IS LIKE AGED WINE; IT BECOMES MORE SATISFYING, MORE REFRESHING, MORE VALUABLE, MORE APPRACIATED AND MORE INTOXICATING!"

LEO BUSCAGLIA

Run...Run ..My Teddy Bear

2007-08-02T02:26:00.000-07:00

Today...my teddy bear and his boss missed the flight to Terengganu due to some reasons that i dont really know.... the outcome.. they have to wait for the next available flight for almost 6 hours ... poor him but i think he should learn a very useful leason out of this...

For the past few weeks, I've been trying to persuade my teddy bear to go to the gym. the main excuses he give to me is "busy"... i really missed my gym session. this week, with all the outstation jobs to be fulfill, I'm not sure we can make it at all.... since I'm going for my strategic war next 2 weeks, i really need to keep my self fit and ready for all the physical activities... Oh how i feel that I'm too old for this type of activities again... Wish me luck n I'm sure I'm gonna missed my teddy bear.

My Busy Teddy Bear

2007-07-25T10:00:00.000-07:00

My teddy bear has been very busy again! Lots of thing to be done. the latest news is that he got to present something that very important today. Best of Luck Teddy Bear!! I know you will do your best. If everything goes wrong, just make your cute teddy bear face and say sorry. I bet no one can resist the cuteness... hehehhe

Yesterday should be our important day but it full with dissapoinment. I appreciate his kindness to accompany but everything doesnt end as well as we wish. I really hope everything will be okay soon... With you standing beside me, nothing is impossible rite??

I just include this cute picture becuase i really fall in lve with it from the moment i saw it... dunno why but it reminds me of something...yeah it remind me of my teddy bear pet in WOW... he just started to play it again and had achieve level 4 or 5 if i'm not mistaken. Keep the good work Bee.....

My Teddy Bear's Favourite Hang out Place

2007-07-21T23:53:00.000-07:00

If your kids love to go to candy shop, my teddy bear love to go to Low Yat. Yesterday, we spend our time there for more than 3 hours. My teddy bear need to buy a new reuter and starter pack for his WOW. Even though i hate the crowd but I love to go out with him. We managed to get his WOW at reasonable price. I love to see his cheerful face and its continued till late at nite. Today, most of his time if filled up by installing and registrationg the game.

Last week has been a very busy week for him. He cames back from work almost at 7 or 8 pm everyday. On Monday, he had a very bad headache that forced him to sleep as early as 9 pm. Poor my teddy bear!!! So, for me spending 3 hours with him yesterday is very much appreciated because i've been missing him for the whole week last week. We supposed to get a Harry Potter book today, but both of us are too tired. The book can wait but our precious time together shouldn't be wasted by long queue.

WORLD OF WARCRAFT TEDDY BEAR

2007-07-15T00:07:00.000-07:00

It has been a very busy week for me.... my 4th semester has just started... lots of administration things to settle . . . the worst is to find and catch your favourite lecturer to be your supervisor . I'm sooo unlucky to find out that my favourite lecturer is already choosen by my friends . . . i have to settle down with my 2nd choice . . hope he will guide me till the end . . . oh ya...most of my classes this semester is at nite . . . with all the things to be done and classes to attend, i havent have much time to spend with my beloved teddy bear ... how ever, i was saved by an online game - World of Warcraft. .

This one of the screen shot that i found ... nice rite? i appreciate the fascinating graphic provided by the game . . my teddy bear has passed the 10th level and stuck with it due to some technical problems with Blizzards. In one of his quest, he has to choose a pet . hehehe ... i think u can guess what is his pet - a white bear. Of course my preferences do influence him a lot. I'm not sure how the choice effecting his performance but i think thats really a cool pet for a teddy bear like him ... better go to a war with yur own type rite?

"THE REAL VOYAGE OF DISCOVERY CONSISTS OF NOT IN SEEKING NEW LANDSCAPES BUT IN HAVING NEW EYES" - MARCEL PROUST

Weekend with my teddy bear

2007-07-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

If you are wondering where is the second part of “To know him is to love him”, I have to continue it in my next note. My mind is not working so well today in choosing the rite words to describe him. I don’t want to be unfair to him by writing something that does not accurate. I know he do peek at this website everyday even though he deny it all the time.

I always believe that in every man’s body there’s a boy trapped inside. I can’t remember who quoted this lovely true statement. But I do thank him because his statement makes me understand man better especially my teddy bear. I also believe that many other women outside there agree with me. If you don’t believe me, just recall back this situation. Which of these situations need more of your attention? Is it when one of your children got sick or when your hubby had cold? Hehhe… now you understand what I’m saying??

Talking about a boy, today we go to watch Transformer. Its good man!! I thought I’m gonna fell asleep but this great movie keeps me up till the end. My teddy bear also enjoy the movie very much. Did I mention before that he loves a lot of cartoons? Honestly, I never go to a cinema before I met him. I prefer my comfortable living room compare to the dark room, but he changed me. We do go to a lot of movies during our engagement period until now. Why? Maybe because I just love his accompany and willing to sacrifices my physical comfort. Or maybe it’s what people said when you are in love; living in a box is like flying in the universe.

As what Voltaire said “Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination”

To know him is to love him (part 1)

2007-07-05T10:06:00.000-07:00

My teddy bear maybe not as handsome as movie stars or as rich as successful entrepreneur like Bill Gate (I stated his name because my teddy bear is in the IT world). He just a normal guy that you may bump on the street without even remembers him in the next day… if you are wondering why this ordinary guy deserve this appreciation, let me share with you about my average Teddy Bear.

Marcel Proust says that “Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom”. I’m really grateful that I meet this man 13 years ago. We were 16 at the time and our friendship continues until now. What I like about him is his loyalty to our friendship no matter what comes between us. He trusted me and believes in my dreams when everybody keeps their distances. His kindness do attracts lots of friends around us. Even though people might think he’s quite demure when meeting him at the first time, just wait until you really know him. You can talk almost anything with him and be his buddy in minute.

Ok, back to my teddy bear info, he’s a Libra and working in the private sectors. As we know that Venus rules the zodiac sign, Libran are known to be a gentle, loving peacemaker and attentive listeners. So does my teddy bear!! As I mention before, he’s the IT guy and he’s good at it. He loves to play games and watch movies. Oh, he also loves collecting comics. We do have boxes of comics which he collected since teenagers.

Now, do you understand why I love him?? At least now, you have the glimpse at the good side of him. In my next notes, I'll share with you more about my teddy bear. . . Lots of ineterseting story to be share and how we become lovers ....

My Hubby My Teddy Bear

2007-06-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

When I was a little girl, the most precious gift that I ever had is my little white teddy bear. Since the first day I get it, it becomes my best friend…. Keeping all my secrets save and a shoulder to cry on… Till now, I do believe that teddy bear is every girl’s best friend all over the word. . .
As my life goes on, I found that it’s hard to find a true friend that will share your happiness and sadness without any condition . . . A true friend that you can share almost anything together, the bad and good side of you …
Maybe it’s God’s will that I found a nice person that understands and accept me as what I am. Love me without conditions and willing to share my joy and sorrow, just like my old little white teddy bear.
This page is dedicated to my dearest husband whom I regard as my grown up teddy bear!!!

" Immature love says " I Love You Because I Need You". Mature love says " I Need You Because I Love You" - Erich Formm