Lucky to have teddy bear beside me . . .

Last week were really bad for me . . i felt unwanted...not welcomed at my new ministry . . . Everyone seems to have their own way to do things . . . not much communications even i'm their new boss . . . I really wish i had accept my previous boss offer to go to her ministry. Maybe there, i will much more appreciated . . . she works with me before and knows my reputation well.

Maybe just to cheer me up, teddy bear brought me to a japanese restaurant with his 2 other friends and had our dinner there. The food were amazingly delicious and can't wait to go there again. The food offered were really worth it compare to the price they charged you . . . However, i had a stomach ache in the afternoon and it does spoiled my appetite a little bit.

My working life just started

Last Monday, i was asked to report duty to my new ministry which related to women, family and community development. The minstry is not as huge as my previous one. unfortunately for me... there is no post for me at the moment. i spend most of my time last week at the library. Sooo bored.

Since my new office is just nearby teddy bear office, we go to office together. Its like heaven for me... Not driving and can spend more time with him... The bad part is..has to wake up earlier in the morning and facing the worst traffic condition!! So, from today onwards please expect less post in this blog...how ever , i will share lots of teddy bear stories whenever i can . . .

P/s: found a very nice hand bag today . . . its sooo nice but sooo expensive... make me think twice to buy it.Teddy bear offer to pay it for me but i still can make up my mind. Its braun buffel hand bag . . . the pictures below are the hand bag that i'm dying for... but i'm not sure which one coz it look almost the same for me . . while surfing their website... i just realised that this brand do have a very nice collection fo handbag . . . honestly, i never went to their shop or boutique because of the price . . . mayeb when i get my thesis allowance, i'll buy it . . .

Teddy bear is backkkk!!!!

I'm so happy today becoz finally teddy bear is here with me again . . . Now, i can have a long nice sleep at nite and of coz share lots of stories with him . . . To welcome him back, i cooked a special dinner for him but still can be considered healthy . . . Teddy bear seems to like it . . . My poor teddy bear seems to be very tired today... He sleep like a baby. . Gud nite teddy bear and sweat dreams . . . I wish he's not working tommorrow . . .

Some of my friends asked me...if i ever bored to be with him every day...24 hours and 7 days a week . . . My honest answer and with any hesitation . . . NO ... i never feel bored with my teddy bear . . . we know each other for more than 10 years... 14 years to be exact and we still like friends . . . We share everything and learn how to accept others' weaknesses . . . We do had our bad moments but what a marriage be without it . . .

P/s: Did anyone realised that mrs teddy bear's new image? Hehehe . . .

A song for my far away teddy bear

This one of my favourite song and it always reminds me to teddy bear... Enjoy the lyrics...

How do I ???

How do I,

Get through the night without you?

If I had to live without you,

What kind of life would that be?

Oh, I I need you in my arms, need you to hold,

You're my world, my heart, my soul,

If you ever leave,

Baby you would take away everything good in my life,

And tell me now

How do I live without you? I want to know,

How do I breathe without you? If you ever go,

How do I ever, ever survive?

How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Without you,

There'd be no sun in my sky,

There would be no love in my life,

There'd be no world left for me.

And I,Baby I don't know what I would do,

I'd be lost if I lost you,

If you ever leave,

Baby you would take away everything real in my life,

And tell me now,

How do I live without you? I want to know,

How do I breathe without you?If you ever go,

How do I ever, ever survive?

How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Please tell me baby,

How do I go on?

If you ever leave,

Baby you would take away everything,

I need you with me,

Baby don't you know that you're everything, Real in my life?

And tell me now,

How do I live without you,I want to know,

How do I breathe without you?If you ever go,

How do I ever, ever survive?

How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

How do I live without you?

How do I live without you baby?

Teddy bear is out again. . .

Teddy bear is away for few days starting today . . . he has to visit a site in a hospital situated at east part of malaysia, terengganu. He'll be going for 3 days . . . Since I'm so free now without any asigment...no job to be done . . . i bet i'm gonna miss him very much . . . this make me thinking to adopt a cute kitten. I saw this cute picture of grey kitten ... .sooooooooo cute and it make my desire stronger . . . even though a kitten can't replace a teddy bear, at least i wont be alone . . . hehehhe ... hmmm... i wonder if teddy bear will allow me to have 1 cute kitten . . .

Welcoming my new nephew . ..

Today, teddy bear and I went to visit our best friend who just had a baby boy... He's a friend than will do anything for you and can be a shoulder to cry on . . . Our friendship started 10 years ago and i hope it will continues forever . . . Actually the baby is almost 2 months now . . . he is sooo cute and has his father face . . . So for my new nephew Luqman Nas, welcome to our family and be a good boy.... and your auntie is here for you!!

As usual, the visit make my heart uncomfortable . . . i really want a cute baby no matter its a boy or girl with my beloved teddy bear . . . My life will be complete with our chidren . . .It has been 5 years and the pain sometimes is unbearable. With all the pressures surounding our life, i really hoping for miracle this year. Yeah, maybe God has His plan for me and teddy bear. . .but society can be very cruel sometimes . . . so my wish for this year is to have our own baby . . . others are not very important for me . . . So, please pray for me!!