Can't Wait Everything to End . . . .

Starting from Wednesday last week, i'm attending a course. It require me to stay up and give my best effort because at the ends of the day, there will be an examination. This course is crucial for my career advancement. But, my energy is drained with all the preparation and the individual presentation. Each presentation was evaluated by 3 panelists. I’m not sure how but I had this bad feeling that I’m not going to perform in this course….Its maybe may instinct and I really hope that it’s wrong… Can’t imagine to go through this exhausting courses again…. So dear all, please pray for my success!! Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Okay, stop about my self…. Back to our main story…my teddy bear…. Due to my busy schedule, we don’t have much quality time together since last week. Last Monday, my teddy bear went to visits at one of the hospital at southern part of our country. As usual, I can’t sleep at night and this indirectly effect my presentation the next day… I was sooo relieve when his back on the next day… How ever, before that ...my teddy bear do help me practising my public speaking session and it really help me. i felt more confident and delivered it nicely. Hope it can cover up my previous session which were not so good...

Friday is d day.... after that i planned to go somewhere with my teddy bear and have our quite weeksnd together... i'm sure teddy bear will miss his WOW but i really dont care much...just need a break and refresh my mind...

p/s: I just got my last semester result... i passed with flying colours.. at least its something to make me smile.....

Everything happened for a reason

I just received an interesting email from a friend and would like to share with all of you . .

Marriage is just not a decision but a commitment !
This is a very good article. read it. Those who are still single may learn something from here.... Those who are already married may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage....

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

Here's the answer.

EVERY relationship has a cycle.

In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything.

That's why it's called 'falling' in love...
Falling is love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience.

But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria of love fades.

It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship.

Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome, and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, 'Did I marry the right person?'

You may begin to desire that experience with someone else.

This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious.

But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it.
And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. You can't 'find' LASTING love. You have to 'make' it day in and day out.

That's why we have the __expression 'the labor of love.'
It takes time, effort, and energy .

And most importantly, it takes WISDOM, to make your marriage work.

Love in marriage is indeed a 'decision'... Not just a feeling.

"CHARACTER CANNOT BE DEVELOPED IN EASE AND QUIET. ONLY THROUGH EXPERIENCE OF TRIAL AND SUFFERING CAN THE SOUL BE STRENGTHENED, AMBITION INSPIRED, AND SUCCESS ACHIEVED."

HELEN KELLER

A gift from teddy bear, make my day brighter

This morning i wake up to find a new tumb drive on my laptop. A gift from my teddy bear. even though is just a small gift but i really appreciate it.. who say my teddy bear has lost his romantic attitude? Teddy bear, thank you soooooooo much ...

Last weekend does not happened as what i planned... we did not went to our short holiday . . . the reason is because our new Tv has arrived and my brother in law had give him a collection of new japanese telemovie. So, for the whole 2 day my teddy bear and his brother spend their time in front of the tv. No doubt that it is a very interesting story and the hero is also cute. But it make me sooo bored doing nothing and spend my day at home. To my suprise, teddy bear voluntarily scarifice his WOW time for this movie.

Oh ya...we did go to my teddy bear favourite plae - Low yatt on Saturday to buy some stuff. Teddy bear almost bought a new lcd monitor but he changed his mind last minutes... Yeah, of course i had something to do with his decision.

I just want to share with you all this cute picture. Can't imagine there are people out there who willing to kill this cute animals juat for fun...

"IMMATURE LOVE SAYS "I LOVE YOU BECAUSE I NEED YOU". MATURE LOVE SAYS " I NEED YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU"

ERICH FROMM

A day without my teddy bear

After a busy weekend with the whole family, life start to be normal again . . . I really hope to spend more time with my teddy bear. Unfortunately, he's too busy or too tired to spend some time with me. He's try to catch up with his friend in the WOW game . . . If he's not playing the game, he would be sleeping . . . maybe the bad weather had made him soo tired. . . but i missed our private time together . . . i missed chatting with him and share our stories . . . sometimes i do wish that his computers is not functioning for the whole week. so that he can spend more time with me at nite . . . but when i think back, its not fair for me to stop him from doing wat he like . . but i'm hoping that we can spend more time this weekend..maybe go for a short holiday . . that's sound nice . . .hmmmm ... can't wait to tell my teddy bear about it ..

I saw this nice crystal of a teddy bear while surfing for my teddy bear pictures collection. Its really nice and unique and i want it.... i want it soo badly...but unfortunately...my country is not in their list of delivery. . . I'm hoping that one day i'll find it here . . till then, i have to satisfied with the picture . . .

You and I

Actually i had nothing much to share in this blog today... just a flash back to our under graduate time as a couple... I still remember that we had our love song by Scorpion.... FYI, i'm a big fan of Scorpion ... i love almost every song of the group but my favourite is still this one and Wind of Change... Enjoy the song and understand the lyrics.. Its very meaningful to me

YOU AND I BY SCORPIONS

I lose control because of you babe

I lose control when you look at me like this

There's something in your eyes that is saying tonight

I'm not a child anymore, life has opened the door

To a new exciting life

I lose control when I'm close to you babe

I lose control don't look at me like this

There's something in your eyes, is this love at first sight

Like a flower that grows, life just wants you to know

All the secrets of life

It's all written down in your lifelines

It's written down inside your heart

You and I just have a dream

To find our love a place, where we can hide away

You and I were just made

To love each other now, forever and a day

I lose control because of you babe

I lose control don't look at me like this

There's something in your eyes that is saying tonight

I'm so curious for more just like never before

In my innocent life

It's all written down in your lifelines

It's written down inside your heart

You and I just have a dream

To find our love a place, where we can hide away

You and I were just made

To love each other now, forever and a day

Time stands still when the days of innocence

Are falling for the night

I love you girl

I always will I swear

I'm there for you

Till the day I die

You and I just have a dream

To find our love a place, where we can hïde away

You and I were just made

To love each other now, forever and a day

What a wonderful weekend

As i mentioned before,the whole teddy bear's family was here and we did have a very nice weekend . . . we went to our favourite restaurant and shopping.... we also planned to visit orchid farm but the weather were not so nice to us... hehehe... it rained almost the whole day... even though i'm really tired to have more than 1 teddy bears at the same time... it has been a very wonderful time for us... what make me happy most is i really feel that i'm in the family... not an outsider anymore... i know it wont last forever but its something very memorable to me...

My teddy bear were like an angel during the visits... eventhough he had a bit of headache but it doesnt stop him from entertaining his family. Today, after we say goodbye to them.. my teddy bear create a new nest and hibernate for the whole day.... even though i really want to spend our time together alone... it seems that he deserved to rest as long as he need because of his supportive behaviour yesterday... he sleeps like a baby and i'm trying my best not to disturb my sleeping teddy . . .

How ever, something happened late this evening which overwhelmed all my happiness... it doesnt involve my teddy bear but more to my personal things.... i hate feelings this way coz it gonna bring back all the sad memory i left behind...

"HAPPINESS IS PERFUME YOU CAN'T POUR ON OTHERS WITHOUT GETTING A FEW DROPS FOR YOURSELF"

RALPH WALDO EMERSON

" HAPPINESS MAKES UP IN HEIGHT WHAT IT LACKS IN LENTGH"

ROBERT FROSS

Quality time with my teddy bear

THis weekend, my mother in law is coming to visit us with his other son... So, this weekend the whole family of teddy bear gonna be here with me... mama bear.. and 3 brother bears . . its gonna a very interesting weekend for us . . We plan to bring them to our favourite eating place and of course shopping.... As i mention before, my neighbour is still renovating his house. . . and due to all the works...our house is really in a mess.... My vacuum cleaner is working and you can see dirts almost everywhere.... So, for the past few days, my teddy bear and i went to shopping and bought of new stuff for our house..of course it include a new vacuum for me... tomorrow...we plan to do all the cleaning .. yeah...I want to be at my best condition when my mother in law is here . . .

Tommorow, we also plan to buy a new small TV ( 14 inch.. now you believe me when i said a small tv?) our current TV had some problem with its visual... so..in the next few month i'm gonna get my new huge tv .... hehheheh.... so for the being...a small tv is more than enough for me . . . I love to go shopping with teddy bear because its one of the time where he gave full attention to me... or at least to what i'm saying... hehehh... so...its like our quality time together...especially in the car... with no disturbance from his WOW or Tv programs...

Till next time..

Teddy Bear Guys Nite

Tonite, my teddy bear hang out with his friends for dinner and left me alone at home. Actually its me who refused to follow him... I'm too tired to go out and need some time to distribute my questionnaires. In the afternoon, we went to our old friend's house and meet their gorgeous daughter.. I bet both of them are proud of her... Can't wait to have our own teddy bear junior... if its a a girl... i can bet you that she gonna have the best teddy bear collection in the world... hmmm...just wondering what if she does not like teddy bear like some of my friends daughter? its ok...i still gonna buy it and keep it to myself...

In this post... i really want to extend my greatest appreciation to my teddy bear for fulfilling most of his promises to me before the dateline. FYI, he also had anwered my questions in my previous post . . . he also had corrected me for spelling his character wrongly... To show how much i appreciate it..i would like to dedicated this cute picture to him.... its really cute rite?

TEDDY BEAR, I LOVE YOU!!!

" NOTHING IS MORE EFFECTIVE THAN SINCERE, ACCURATE PRAISE, AND NOTHING IS MORE LAME THAN A COOKIE CUTTER COMPLIMENT"

BILL WALSH

"LET US BE GRATEFUL TO PEOPLE WHO MAKE US HAPPY; THEY ARE THE CHARMING GARDENERS WHO MAKE OUR SOULS BLOSSOM"

MARCEL PROUST