Teddy bear quest continues

My teddy bear had started to continue with his WOW again. FYI, he had choosen a new character for his new quest... a sexy women than can transform herself to a bear.... hehheheh. . . honestly, i think this new characters had more impact on him compare to his previous character ... argyll... how ever, i think that argyll represent him more compare to a sexy women like ceasar ( not sure if the spelling rite... teddy bear, can you correct me if i'm wrong?)

As he started his quest again, unfortunately its mean that less time he gonna spend with me... since i'm quite busy distributing my questionnaires, it doesn't bother me that much . . . i really hope that we can spend more quality time together this weekend. . .
his toe seems to look much better even though it does not fully recovered yet. My knee still hurting me!!

Thats all for today... really not feeling very well ... more stories about my tedy bear in my next post

Weekend with my teddy bear

As I mentioned before, my teddy bear had to work on Saturday.... How ever, on Sunday we went to our favourite restaurant in town with our old friend... We really love the restaurant sooo much because of its delicious dim sum... My favourite will be the chicken feet . . . and my teddy bear love almost everything there. . . How ever, our happy time is once again disturb by a call from the office. . . and my teddy bear had to go there to settle somethings. . . that what i hate most about his job...even though the salary is acceptable, the time they asked is sometimes too much... even at nite, he had to entertaint some of his client by aswering some really stupid technical questions that not related to his job. For me. money is not everything . . . and my teddy bear now start to feel the pressure . . . maybe its about time for me to find a new job for him... i really wish he got the government appoinment. . . or find another job . . .

My Teddy bear story . .

Today is the first day of my semester break... thinking of waking up late but the noise from my neighbour's new renovated house stopping me. Since our astro is still having a problem and i did not follow my teddy bear to his office... actually i had nothing to do beside updating this blog...

where should i start?? okay let me share with you the reason why i'm sooo fanatic about a teddy bear. When i was young, to be less favourable child in the family, the only gift that i ever get from my parents is a teddy bear. At that time, teddy bear means a lot to me... I still have the same happy feeling whenever i saw or bought new teddy bear. i shared most of my secrets with my teddy bear. My favourite teddy bear would be fluffy white or brown teddy bear. During that time, i never really have a choice. My parents only let me to choose once which teddy bear i like. As i grow up, i realize that there are variety colours of teddy bear that suit everybody preferences. How ever, white n brown teddy bear remain my top choice.

After i met my beloved husband, my life is full of hapiness and love. He does mean a lot to me. he changed my sad life to a wonderful life. Thats the main reason why i call him teddy bear. As my previous teddy bear bring me happiness, so does my husband!! For those who always been wondering what the heck this lady love about having a teddy bear. My story above will help you understand me better...

"HAPPINESS OFTEN SNEAKS THROUGH A DOOR YOU DIDN'T KNOW YOU LEFT OPEN"

JOHN BARRYMORE

"BEING HAPPY DOESN'T MEAN EVERYTHING'S PERFECT, IT MEANS YOU'VE DECIDED TO SEE BEYOND THE IMPERFECTIONS"

UNKNWN AUTHOR

My Busy Teddy Bear

I really love this picture...so cute and remind me to my first huge teddy bear that my teddy bear gave to me.... i got it during our graduate time... i still can remember that evening, we had a stupid fight and i end up breaking my fast alone. And of course i switch off my hp. . . later that nite, one of my friends told me to go back to my room ASAP. I just wonder why due to her big smile. Honestly, i kind of know that my teddy bear bought me something to cool me off. when i saw the huge white teddy bear... i cant stop smilling coz i once told him that i want that teddy bear few weeks back. I never thought he would remember... yeah..i forgive him and everything turn normal again... i named my teddy bear TUBBY . . . unfortunately i lost it now coz my mom really dont like teddy bear and my teddy bear refuse to buy me a new huge teddy bear.

Once again, my teddy bear got to work this weekend. he ask me to follow him but i'm still not sure to go with him or not. since our astro is not working, i'm thinking of going with him... but there are a lot of "but" . . . As i mentioned before, my teddy bear is very busy lately with his work and new activities ... i alwyas wonder ... did he ever missed me? did he ever think about me during his free time? this yet to be answered by him when he read this blog...

oh yeah, his toe is getting better. I'm so happy to know about that. I havent heard any complaints about his toe all day. Tonite is my last exam paper for this sem.... i'm free for the next 1 week . . .

Teddy Bear's Swollen Toes

Yesterday, my teddy bear came home with a complaint about his toe... at first thought he just being "cute" as usually to gain attention. After seeing his swollen toe, it makes me worried. As usual, he refused to go to the clinic... However, i finally succeed in persuading him to go to the clinic. luckily, the doc just give him some antibiotics and pan killer. get well soon teddy bear!!

Honestly, this picture had nothing related to my story today.... i just love this picture... its soooo cute and reminds me a lot to my beloved teddy bear...

" PATIENCE IS THE COMPANION OF WISDOM"

ST AGUSTINE

" FEAR LESS, HOPE MORE, WHINE LESS, BREATHE MORE; TALK LESS, SAY MORE; HATE LESS, LOVE MORE; AND ALL GOOD THINGS ARE YOURS"

SWEDISH PROVERB

TEDDY BEAR'S FREE TIME ACTIVITIES

Today, my teddy bear is on leave... and i had my final exam in the morning. he's still sleeping like a baby while i'm rgetting eady for my big day... how ever, before i left the house, he managed to open his eyes and wish me good luck . . . In the afternoon, as i reached home after my exam, my teddy bear were watching his new favourite cartoon - air gear ..

FYI, thats my teddy bear favourite activities whenever he's on leave... opps..just remember another one...WOW.... since fasting month, he had less time playing the games and stuck at the same level... with the new selection of air gear movie, i believe that he will be at the same level for longer time... it tooks him almost a week to download all the movies and i bet he will finish it less than 3 days... sound impossible? nothing can stop my beloved teddy bear when it comes to his favourite free time activities which are hibernation and movies... so, even though he's in the house today... he's not with me at all.. he's in his own world - world of air gear

LETTER TO MY TEDDY BEAR

My beloved teddy bear,

Our life is full of unexpected things that will affect our feelings and motivation. Your life had been blessed with happiness and successful. What are you facing now, is maybe one of the way for you to learn about others sadness and worries. As I promised before, I will be at your side no matter what happened. Our strength will enable us to face anything in the future. Trust me!! I hate to see your worried face and missed your jokes . . . be strong my teddy bear!!

We had planned something romantic this weekend to revitalize our relationship but it had to be delayed due to the unavoidable circumstances. Even though, I'm little bit frustated but its nobody fault. FYI, this morning I had a very strange dreams that involve our life. I'm so worried that it might come true one day. I can't wait for you to come back home and be with you again. I dont care if people said I'm paranoid but i'm not ready to lose my teddy bear. Not now and or in the future...

"FOR ALL SAD WORDS OF TONGUE AND PEN, THE SADEST ARE THESE, 'IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN"

JOHN GREENLEAF WHITTIER

" USSUALLY WHEN PEOPLE ARE SAD, THEY DONT DO ANYTHING. THEY JUST CRY OVER THEIR CONDITION. BUT WHEN THEY GET ANGRY, THEY BRING ABOUT A CHANGE"

MALCOM X

ITS RAYA TIME !!!

This is the fourth time we celebrate hari raya as husband n wife... this year we had agreed to choose pearl white as our theme . . . and my teddy bear do look great in his ready made baju melayu... and i look fat in my baju kurung kedah.... i've told him that next year we should buy darker colour of clothes rather than light colour... but it doesnt stopped us from taking our first family pictures... consist of my mother in law, my two brother in laws, myself and of course my beloved teddy bear. . . when looking at the pictures, my teddy bear made the same comments as mine.... both of us do look fat in light clothes. . .

this photo is very meaningful to me as a new member of this family. even though we have been together for more than 4 years but i always feel like an outsider in the family... maybe this is the beginning of our new cheerful life. but i do understand that sometimes that we wont always get what we want in our life. maybe it will takes longer time for me to be totally accepted but as long as i'm with my teddy, nothing matter to me... because i had nobody else in my life except for him . . .

" THE ROOTS OF ALL GOODNESS LIE IN THE SOIL OF APPRECIATION FOR GOODNESS"

THE DALAI LAMA




" FLATTER ME , AND I MAY NOT BELIEVE YOU. CRITICIZE ME, AND I MAY NOT LIKE YOU. IGNORE ME , AND I MAY NOT FORGIVE YOU. ENCOURAGE ME, AND I MAY NOT FORGET YOU. "

WILLIAM ARTHUR

MISSING MY TEDDY BEAR!!!

My teddy bear is out again!! Even though just for 2 days.... I'm already missing him... Missed to have dinner and early breakfast with him..... wonder if he also have the same feeling... of course he is... how i know it? because he's my teddy bear!!

FYI, my teddy bear just bought a new bag pack last few month. . he really fond of the bag ..sometimes i think that he love that bag more than he love me? Why ? he didint let me to use the bag during my camping time.... hmmm .. yeah , who doesnt love new things rite? and yes, i little bit jealouse of that brown bag of him... i just give him some private time with that new bag and later everything will be the same again...

A lot of thing had happened to me last week that make me remember all my bad memory that i wished i can permanently erased from my life... thanks to my beloved teddy bear, i managed to overcome it... THANK YOU soooo much hubby ... i dont know how i can go through it without you.... i only know the meaning of love when i met you ... believe me...there is no one in this world that loves like you do and i cant thank you enough for that . . . i dont care what others say about us as long as you love me - remember this lyrics that u once dedicated to me during our university life... and now i'm dedicating the same song for you :

Although loneliness always has been a friend of mine

I'm leaving my life in your hands

People say that I'm crazy and that I'm blind

Risking it all in glance

How you got me blind is all a mystery

I can't get you out of my head

Don't care what is written in your history

As long as you're here with me

Chorus

I don't care who you are

Where you're from

What you did

As long as you love me

Who you are

Where you're from

Don't care what you did

As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done

Feels like it's deep within me

Doesn't really matter if you're on the run

It seems like we were meant to be

Chorus

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows

But I guess it showsWhen you look into my eyes

What you did and where your coming from

I don't care, as long as you love me, baby.